Monday, August 25, 2008
I can see the light too!
So i wasn't going to post until tomorrow, but Tony started school tonight, so boredom is making me nuts! So I'm doing just about anything to keep busy(that I can, you have no idea how badly I wish I could jump on the treadmill and just run into oblivion right now!) unfortunately I run out of things to do pretty fast. As for the title, it's true!! With this huge remodel coming to an end, we're getting much more than a wonderfully remodeled nursery, hallway, stairway, closets, and carpet, we're getting our house back!! This place has never felt so tiny, as when pretty much everything we own, is in our living room! So my light at the end of the tunnel, is having a cleaner, nicer, more organized home! And in one month I'll finally be able to start cleaning again!!(given they don't take Elizabeth by C-section, knock on wood) It's the strangest thing, and I didn't think I'd ever say it, but I really miss cleaning! Tony is so overwhelmed with everything, especially now he's back in school, the only thing I can really do to help is take care of the house and cook sometimes(he's a much better cook) so he has one less thing to worry about and a nice clean place to come home to, so he can relax even just a little for a few seconds. But I can't do that right now, and it's really driving me mad. There is nothing I hate more than this useless helpless feeling, and not being able to do anything about it, as I'm not about to risk the life of our daughter for my weaknesses. My family has already lost too many Linda's too early(my older sister Linda Kay, and my g-ma Linda Mae. FYI my mom's name is Linda Gail, this is where Linda Elizabeth got her name) So I'm doing my best to be good, despite the fact that it kills me. I've only got one month max left so that too is a light at the end of this long dark tunnel, and having Elizabeth here and healthy, will make it more than worth it, for Tony too I'm sure! Tony sure is sweet to say such wonderful things about me(he's so just that way) but really he's the one whose been putting up with the worse, and I know he's done an amazing job of it!! He is such a talented person, and no one who has seen his work in our condo would deny it! Just wait til he gets the pictures posted!! And keep in mind he did all the work himself, except the carpet(he did have help from family, but he was right there doing it with them, and telling them how it's done) I really appreciate all his hard work for us, it's turned out better than imagined! Well this is the end of my rambling and venting, I feel better. We'll(hopefully) get the nursery put pretty much all put together this weekend(which will be the best birthday present ever!) and we'll get pictures posted, so you can see what you think!
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